How do u choose to forget your own flesh and blood? I have children and no matter what they do...or say....i would never ever disown them or "ignore" their very existance. My Dad has chosen to do that very thing. For over 4 years he has chosen to ignore my existance and my family has blossomed without his involvement. He doesnt even know about my lil Perrys smile and how smart he is! He doesnt know that Perry starts kindergarten this fall or that he has a "huntin" cat he named cow! He doesnt know about the medals Kaegan earned for scoring the highest possible score on the armt tests or how he loves the cival war. He doesnt know abbout how Kaegan has read the entire series written by Laura Ingals Wildar and how he adores the Narnia series because of the allegorical references to Christ and Heaven! He missed out on Paiges tween years and her getting her learners permit. He doesnt know about her desire to be an ER dr and how she is soaring in the Honors program at school. He missed out on so many good and bad life experiences but Thank God I didnt! My children will never go through the pain and rejection that a parent can choose to inflict because I choose to love them with Gods agape love...no matter what...for all eternity. Our experience has truly proven that all things work 2gether 4good for those who love God and are called according 2His purpose...because this horrible experience has taught me something beautiful! Never stop loving ... even when love is rejected....my love continues...just like Jesus love does! Isnt that the point of serving Christ...to become like Him more every day! So ultimately I thank my Dad for this painful rejection because it has taught ME to love unconditionally forever! :)
posted from echo al :) by my android
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